I've been very moody lately.
The title of this journal is from "Ticket to Ride".

I haven't updated my journal for quite some time.
I feel a bit low and depressed at the moment.

I think I'll take Benji to my dad's and he's probably going to stay there. This is a very difficult decision to make. If he's with me I feel guilty for keeping him as my "prisoner of love", for not being able to provide the living conditions that he deserves. When I think about letting him stay with my dad I feel guilty for "abandoning" my baby.
I've been thinking about this for months actually. He's had a couple of "holidays" at my dad's and he seemed to be so happy there. There's a big garden, he loves to run around and enjoys his freedom very much. When He's at home with me he eats and sleeps and does nothing.
I sometimes leave the door open for him so he can have a walk in the staircase and one of my neighbours like him a lot, but there's Mufurc, a neighbour's cat who would like to be friends with him, but Benji starts hissing and growling at him and quickly runs back home.
Benji's often bored and I feel guilty when he's sitting at the window longing to go outside.

I'm almost finished witht he kiriban piece, I should upload it in the next few days. There's another collab I'm working on and once I'm finished with these I'd like to experiment with different techniques, topics, who knows what...

My teaching's going quite well, I get on really well with "my politician" as I jokingly refer to him sometimes. We get on well, he seems to be satisfied witht the classes I give and he's polite and friendly. I never really thought I would, but I actually like teaching.

I'm pretty busy nowadays with having gone back to university and with the teaching, but I hope I'll have time and the right mood for developing my drawing and painting skills. I should start working on my thesis as well, but I just don't feel like it :/

Here are some pictures from my faves that I admire>



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